The Path

Well, today is the day. Today is the day I have been dreading yet the day that I couldn't wait for it to get here. Today (hopefully) will be the day that will tell a lot of how our next few weeks, months, years even will go. Today is the day I take Cali to the doctor to have her back looked out.

I think the worst part of all of this is the not knowing, the waiting and wondering. How bad is it? What will they do? What? What? What? So many questions without answers...

While at first I was devastated, I have since calmed down. I'm still a little uneasy at times, after all, she is my baby but I am seeing that God has placed several people in our path who have been down the same road with their babies. I am so comforted by that to see that they have been there and they are fine or they are going through it and they are making it just fine.

So I know we will be fine too.

Is it what I want? Absolutely not! But it seems easy compared to what others have gone through with their children.

So, we will face this head on knowing that God is with us as we can already CLEARLY see that He is preparing the path.